My mom had to beg the guys to let me play. I couldn't even play the drums...
The one thing that kept our family together was the music. The only thing...
I realised how paranoid and guarded and not trusting - walled-in - I had become. Not consciously so but just this armour that I kind of have protective armour. It's not for my friends or family but for being.outside in the world always on guard.
