Look I don't want to wax philosophic but I will say that if you're alive you've got to flap your arms and legs you've got to jump around a lot for life is the very opposite of death and therefore you must at very least think noisy and colorfully or you're not alive.
The best part of learning any profession when you're really going through those huge stretching escalated times of learning and energy is when you want to do it so much.
