I have a huge active imagination and I think I'm really scared of being alone because if I'm left to my own devices I'll just turn into a madwoman.
Growing up I wanted desperately to please to be a good girl.
But the wicked passions of men's hearts alone seem strong enough to leave...
People like us are afraid to leave ball. What else is there to do? When baseball has been your whole life you can't think about a future without it so you hang on as long as you can.
