I sought my father in the world of the black musician because it contained wisdom experience sadness and loneliness. I was not ever interested in the music of boys. From my youngest years I was interested in the music of men.
But I did go to music really early on even when I was 4 or 5 I was...
It evolved from my experience in the fifties growing up during the McCarthy...
If we had had the right technology back then you would have seen Eva Braun on the Donahue show and Adolf Hitler on Meet the Press.