I've had to come to grips with a God that fits my own experience which is my God could not be offering protection and not have protected my boy.
A lot of sad stories in a row - that wears on you.
It evolved from my experience in the fifties growing up during the McCarthy...
You build on failure. You use it as a stepping stone. Close the door on the past. You don't try to forget the mistakes but you don't dwell on it. You don't let it have any of your energy or any of your time or any of your space.
