I've had to come to grips with a God that fits my own experience which is my God could not be offering protection and not have protected my boy.
A lot of sad stories in a row - that wears on you.
It evolved from my experience in the fifties growing up during the McCarthy...
I do love Italian food. Any kind of pasta or pizza. My new pig out food is Indian food. I eat Indian food like three times a week. It's so good.