My first experiences of academic friendship made me smile in after years when I looked back on them. But my circle of acquaintances had gradually grown so large that it was only natural new friendships should grow out of it.
I admired in others the strength that I lacked myself.
I loved my 17 years with R.E.M. but I'm ready to reflect assess and move on...
You've never seen death? Look in the mirror every day and you will see it like bees working in a glass hive.