While we can remember the past we cannot write the future. Only our children the future of our community can do that.
Focus on the mind and the soul. Read. Study. Enrol in a course of lectures....
I always felt like my future was at stake every time I stepped on stage and...
I don't actually have a lot of discipline. I've worked hard at music. But I feel like you know I felt like kind of natural at it. I always had a knack for it.