The Christian life is not a constant high. I have my moments of deep discouragement. I have to go to God in prayer with tears in my eyes and say 'O God forgive me ' or 'Help me.'
Read the Bible. Work hard and honestly. And don't complain.
Discernment is God's call to intercession never to faultfinding.
Freedom is contagious. That's why despots fear it so much.