God proved His love on the Cross. When Christ hung and bled and died it was God saying to the world 'I love you.'
Read the Bible. Work hard and honestly. And don't complain.
Discernment is God's call to intercession never to faultfinding.
I think we're all a little afraid of the dark. If you lived in the country as I did there's nothing quite like country dark which was really black. And as a child your imagination runs wild.