If I have any worth it is to live my life for God so as to teach these peoples even though some of them still look down on me.
No one should ever say that it was my ignorance if I did or showed forth...
Discernment is God's call to intercession never to faultfinding.
The most difficult thing is the decision to act the rest is merely tenacity. The fears are paper tigers. You can do anything you decide to do. You can act to change and control your life and the procedure the process is its own reward.