It is not all bad this getting old ripening. After the fruit has got its growth it should juice up and mellow. God forbid I should live long enough to ferment and rot and fall to the ground in a squash.
Men mourn for what they have lost women for what they ain't got.
Discernment is God's call to intercession never to faultfinding.
When I was in New York I was making a living. We had a summer house and a car that I could put in a garage. That's something for a stage actor.