I am thankful of course for the prize and thankful to God for each story each idea each word each day.
Doubt is part of all religion. All the religious thinkers were doubters.
Discernment is God's call to intercession never to faultfinding.
It's just an unhealthy way to approach something trying to outdo your last thing. You've gotta trust evolution you've gotta trust that the bar is moving that you don't need to force the bar. It'll just happen.