Sorrow can be alleviated by good sleep a bath and a glass of wine.
Now this relaxation of the mind from work consists on playful words or deeds....
There's no regret. You can't regret. I mean I've felt regret but I've also...
I like to behave in an extremely normal wholesome manner for the most part in my daily life. Even if mentally I'm consumed with sick visions of violence terror sex and death.