Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else you are the one who gets burned.
Work out your own salvation. Do not depend on others.
I love each and every one of you but like my own family you thrill you...
So when I was 13 I basically left home and never returned and lived at home again. I would come home for a week at Christmas and two weeks in the summer only.