So even though I consider myself a fairly upbeat person energetic and things like that I never do very well on happiness tests.
I have a Ph.D. in cell biology. And that's really manual labor. I mean...
On a soap happiness never lasts for very long!
I have sometimes been wildly despairingly acutely miserable racked with sorrow but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing.