It's not a bad thing for a writer not to feel at home. Writers - we're much more comfortable at parties standing in the corner watching everybody else having a good time than we are mingling.
This is a work of fiction. All the characters in it human and otherwise are...
Imagine if you had baseball cards that showed all the performance stats for...
It's grown into a personal relationship yeah. I'm crazy about Jerry. I think he's a unique character.