I hope that posterity will judge me kindly not only as to the things which I have explained but also to those which I have intentionally omitted so as to leave to others the pleasure of discovery.
If you would be a real seeker after truth it is necessary that at least once...
If you've never felt that you quite got a hold of it you just feel that...
My relationship to reality has been so utterly skewed for so long that I don't even notice it any more. It's just my reality.