I don't feel a lack of hope. It's just disappointment that after all these years we're still fighting meaningless wars for a handful of people.
The Geezer album Black Science had a lot of keyboards and it did not work.
If you've never felt that you quite got a hold of it you just feel that...
Put two or three men in positions of conflicting authority. This will force them to work at loggerheads allowing you to be the ultimate arbiter.
