You hope that your teenage self would like and forgive your 50-year-old self.
Some people are drawn naturally - there are natural guitarists and there are...
If you've never felt that you quite got a hold of it you just feel that...
I had a big Akita Yoshi who was fabulous. I loved him. We lost him when he was 12 and I've never been able to replace him. Normally most people lose a pet and get another and keep going on. But it just felt wrong to me it felt disloyal.