Hope can be the most wonderful thing in the world or it can crush your heart like an eggshell.
Make no mistake adolescence is a war. No one gets out unscathed.
If you've never felt that you quite got a hold of it you just feel that...
The problem is that borrowing money to pay back more borrowed money that will oblige you in the future to borrow even more money doesn't sound kosher. Because it isn't.