When you are kind to someone in trouble you hope they'll remember and be kind to someone else. And it'll become like a wildfire.
I think the idea that you know who your inner self is on a daily basis...
If you've never felt that you quite got a hold of it you just feel that...
I went to dance classes from 9 in the morning until 1 then to school from 3 to 10 at night always under the threat that if I failed a single course I could forget about dancing.