To not be self-conscious of your appearance is huge and something that I desperately hope to carry into film at some point in my useless life - to not be thinking 'My ear looks weird from this angle why is the camera over there?'
People like to make fun of the fans who camp out but people have renaissance...
If you've never felt that you quite got a hold of it you just feel that...
I was if you like a successful schoolboy in that I had a degree of talent in all the required things that make you a success at school.