Like all parents my husband and I just do the best we can hold our breath and hope we've set aside enough money for our kid's therapy.
It takes years for me to trust I know that about myself. A lot of it is...
If you've never felt that you quite got a hold of it you just feel that...
The strength that I have comes from irrigating the citrus plantation ploughing in the vineyard guarding the melon fields at night. I believe that's what gave me the strength.