Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get - only with what you are expecting to give - which is everything.
As for me prizes are nothing. My prize is my work.
At the end of the day you know love does not happen between two perfect...
Of course I would be depressed sometimes and my Mom would be worried about me because I would just sleep to escape. Cause I was so scared of being a musician or artist or whatever you want to call it.