There's a book called 'The Shack' - it had a lot to do with me coming full circle meeting my birth mother. Awhile back my birth mom and my adopted mom came to my show together and it was pretty surreal.
When you're adopted no matter what you've got issues with unconditional...
My mom is in the navy and my dad works for the army but I never called them...
Failure in the theater is more dramatic and uglier than any other form of writing. It costs so much you feel so guilty.