I had a very very difficult relationship with my mother who was supremely self-centred. She was hilariously self-centred. She did not really take interest in anything that didn't immediately affect her.
If I can get you to laugh with me you like me better which makes you more...
I feel an intense intimacy with those who have this loathing interest in me....
You know the BBC had not been particularly generous in its deliverance of blues and esoteric kinds of music.