For once I want to have a relationship outside the public eye.
In Mississippi you don't admit that you're gay. It's just an awkward thing...
I feel an intense intimacy with those who have this loathing interest in me....
Science will explain how but not why. It talks about what is not what ought to be. Science is descriptive not prescriptive it can tell us about causes but it cannot tell us about purposes. Indeed science disavows purposes.