To some extent I happily don't know what I'm doing. I feel that it's an artist's responsibility to trust that.
I read the NY Times but I don't trust all of it.
The betrayal of trust carries a heavy taboo.
If you want to be certain you should never get married. You should never change jobs. In fact you might as well just stay home. Because I don't know anybody who is certain. That need to be certain is just procrastination.