One of the things I had to learn as a writer was to trust the act of writing. To put myself in the position of writing to find out what I was writing.
Like art and politics gangsterism is a very important avenue of assimilation...
The betrayal of trust carries a heavy taboo.
I wanted to be a forest ranger or a coal man. At a very early age I knew I didn't want to do what my dad did which was work in an office.