I'm 40 and I just got my first beauty campaign with Clairol Nice and Easy.
I feel like I'm a stay-at-home mom which I was for the five years before...
I feel by posing for Playboy I've discovered my own sexuality and beauty and...
With everything that is complex we learn. If you don't learn then it's an utter and abject failure. If you do learn and you're able to apply that to the next situation then you take away a measure of success.