I'm 40 and I just got my first beauty campaign with Clairol Nice and Easy.
I feel like I'm a stay-at-home mom which I was for the five years before...
I feel by posing for Playboy I've discovered my own sexuality and beauty and...
Focus on the mind and the soul. Read. Study. Enrol in a course of lectures. Pray. Become a member of a religious congregation. Study the Bible or other ancient works of wisdom.
