I would have probably stolen cars - it would have given me the same adrenaline rush as racing.
I don't like being famous - it is like a prison. And driving for Ferrari...
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
At the end of the day I don't need to work and I think it's good that I have the drive and willpower to get up and do something in the morning even though I don't need to.
