And suddenly I realised that I was no longer driving the car consciously. I was driving it by a kind of instinct only I was in a different dimension.
I have no idols. I admire work dedication and competence.
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
I was bold in the pursuit of knowledge never fearing to follow truth and reason to whatever results they led and bearding every authority which stood in their way.