And suddenly I realised that I was no longer driving the car consciously. I was driving it by a kind of instinct only I was in a different dimension.
I have no idols. I admire work dedication and competence.
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
It's amazing how coke encompasses everything in your life. Addicts cannot confront life because they only think of their next hit. I ruined life for my parents my sister and all my friends.
