At least 50 times. I've jumped off a building jumped off a cliff in a car. I've been in bedrooms when women came in with knives and guns.
I go out with white women. This makes a lot of people unhappy mostly black...
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
The only way forward if we are going to improve the quality of the environment is to get everybody involved.