When life was worrying about a car payment or a rent payment and a bill you're so consumed with that you really don't have time to know yourself. That's surviving and getting by.
It's not about how much movement you do how much interaction there is it...
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
Good dreams don't come cheap you've got to pay for them and If you just dream when you're asleep this is no way for them to come alive... to survive.