It's a tricky place especially the last sector. I wasn't happy in practice. I wasn't happy with the car and I wasn't happy with myself. But I always thought there was more in the car.
The bottom line is what we do might not be the safest so there is always some...
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
Doubt is part of all religion. All the religious thinkers were doubters.