I've always been an avid reader. If I don't have a book in the car I'll stop and pick one up just to have something to read. I don't even remember learning to read.
I gave guitar lessons. I tried to join bands. My mom always said it was...
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
Giving up even an ounce of precious freedom is a very serious thing to do.