If you saw a dog going to be crushed under a car wouldn't you help him?
I was now resolved to do everything in my power to defeat the system.
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
He would use amphetamines to stay awake because he would have late night maneuvers that would go way into the early morning hours and he was given pills to stay up for the long hours.