I am a horrible visual artist. I can't fix a car sew knit cook etc. Statistically there is more I don't do than do.
The hedonistic lifestyle is difficult to achieve when you're still carrying...
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
I'm totally into new age and self-help books. I used to work in a bookstore and that's the section they gave me and I got way into it. I just loved the power of positive thinking letting yourself go.
