I am a horrible visual artist. I can't fix a car sew knit cook etc. Statistically there is more I don't do than do.
The hedonistic lifestyle is difficult to achieve when you're still carrying...
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
I've always had better luck learning things on my own. And I really love the challenge of doing it yourself and kind of being alone against the system.
