A geek isn't the skinny kid with a pocket protector and acne. There can be computer geeks video game geeks car geeks military geeks and sports geeks. Being a geek just means that you're passionate about something.
I have a dark sense of humor.
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
It is characteristic of all deep human problems that they are not to be approached without some humor and some bewilderment.