They put chains on me they chained my waist my legs. Put me in the back of a squad car and I literally blacked out. I didn't even - there's whole pieces missing.
God's forgiveness is the only thing. And well I take full responsibility...
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
I consulted a Chinese herbalist and spent two weeks on an island off the coast of Zanzibar. I was away from any kind of contemporary technology.
