Well honey I had the million dollar houses I had the car I had the horse I had the barn I had everything. Was I set free? I didn't even know what that meant.
That's really my goal now. I'm trying to be a positive role model to my kids...
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
Instead of getting married again I'm going to find a woman I don't like and give her a house.
