Well honey I had the million dollar houses I had the car I had the horse I had the barn I had everything. Was I set free? I didn't even know what that meant.
That's really my goal now. I'm trying to be a positive role model to my kids...
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable.