It was in San Diego and I was onstage and couldn't remember how to play the guitar properly. I was in terrible pain and my nervous system was just going wild like somebody had just run a car over me.
My parents especially my mother were no influence on me whatsoever.
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
Mommy smoked but she didn't want us to. She saw smoke coming out of the barn one time so we got whipped.
