I was always an observer even as a child. I could be satisfied to sit in a car for 3 hours and just look at the street go by while my mother went shopping.
I couldn't wait for success so I went ahead without it.
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
I hope what I do has an art to it and as an artist you have to try new things and keep yourself entertained.