I wasn't going to get such a nice car - I was going to get a cute little hybrid or something keep the trees happy - but then my grandfather died and it was all: retail therapy!
I can sing and dance. I can smile - a lot.
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
The whole business is built on ego vanity self-satisfaction and it's total crap to pretend it's not.