Every job has its downside. For example being in a band the travel part of it - getting picked up from your house in a car going to the airport getting on a plane going from the airplane to a van then going from the van to a hotel.
Mike Patton is a genius... It is definitely the hardest music I've ever played.
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
Trust your gut.
