I was married to someone who wanted me to change. Become more adult more responsible. I began not to like myself not like what I do. I lost my identity. Everything began collapsing around me.
When I finish a picture I don't show it to anyone if I feel it's not good...
You do have to change things as warfare changes.
Once you are labeled 'the best' you want to stay up there and you can't do it by loafing around.