I have a big fear of change or negative change anyway. I'm basically the same person I was when I won 'Idol ' or when I was 10.
The question I love to get asked is: 'What's the hardest part of your job?'...
You do have to change things as warfare changes.
When I was younger I was fat. I was never conscious of it and was content with who I was because I was so loved. My mother never told me to lose weight and my father doted on me but my agent told me. I tried but I loved Indian food too much.