Men of genius are often dull and inert in society as the blazing meteor when it descends to earth is only a stone.
Faith is not simply a patience that passively suffers until the storm is past. Rather it is a spirit that bears things - with resignations yes but above all with blazing serene hope.
I've just finished reading a book about the brilliant Margaret Rutherford. She wasn't a beauty but inside she was absolutely blazing and passionate about her work. She's one of those life-affirming characters.
Learn to... be what you are and learn to resign with a good grace all that you are not.