I see a wiser person than when I was younger: having babies and passing 30 were the turning points. What women in their 40s - I am 39 - lack in gorgeousness they make up for in wisdom. I love ageing despite the drawbacks - thinner drier skin.
Any change even a change for the better is always accompanied by drawbacks and discomforts.
I think about being married again having a home and a wife. No one can ever be married too many times and maybe if I keep trying I'll get it right one day.