People think I take some sort of masochistic pleasure out of putting out music that's gonna be unpopular.
But when I lose my temper I find it difficult to forgive myself. I feel I've failed. I can be calm in a crisis in the face of death or things that hurt badly. I don't get hysterical which may be masochistic of me.
Whoever thinks that he alone has speech or possesses speech or mind above others when unfolded such men are seen to be empty.